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It's Time.

Time for me to gather all me strength, courage, effort and pure will to pull together in these last few weeks. To push the boat out. To lay on the elbow grease.

So, yes, I'm watching Grey's Anatomy, tucked up in bed, feeling a little bloated and grouchy; but it's 10:45 PM on a Thursday evening - I couldn't care less.

Tomorrow will be interesting. Will all coursework be over? If I had my lazy way; yes. However the teacher of english wonders if I could squeeze another draft in between now and Tuesday. Hmmm. We'll see.

Driving lesson was baaad today. I was off-form. In a totally bizarre state of unconcentrating spasms. I turned left without indicating, leading into the busy town centre without any previous instruction on how to do so. All was well though, luckily my far-too-chilled-out-to-care-about-anything nature was still in check and therefore I breezed through town without a second notice.

Star Tsars.

Reading about the Russian Revolution at midnight is a beautiful thing to do.
Truly. Wonderful.

This too shall pass..

Credit; The Fashion Spot.

The Scodelario.

So.....

Drama final performance on Thursday. Yey, last one ever. Actually, it's pretty god damn depressing. I've been working my little socks off on that stage-come-lunch-hall room for the past 6 years. For this to be my last performance is a sickening thought.

So, deadlines are on the horizon, work needs a-doing. Revision needs a-seeing.
Total wench of a life for the next month.

3 Months.

I'll be 18 in 3 months today. Just sayin'.

I'm here for you.

Grey's Anatomy is a wicked programme. It really is. It balances comedy with tragedy so brilliantly. It makes you feel for the major characters and empathise for the non-recurring minor characters; Utter Genius.

My favourite television programmes;

1. Lost
Yes, they are still on that bloody island. No, we still don't know what the island is, but we're getting closer.

2. Grey's Anatomy
Fabulous. The whole family watches it every Thursday. Suspense, drama, fun fun.

3. Friends
I'll be there for youuuuuu. Every episode seen and memorised in my brain.

4. Coronation Street
Been watching since a foetus. It's a part of life in this household.

5. Weeds
Brilliant. No more needs to be said. Mary-Louise Parker is a total legend.

6. Skins
I'm on about series 1-2 here. 3 Was a major disappointment and 4 will need a lot of work.

7. Desperate Housewives
Need to catch up on this, but generally a good watch for every episode.

8. Gavin & Stacy
A new one. Only seen the 2nd series + Xmas special, but it was enough to secure my love.

9. America's Next Top Model
Oh Tyra, you glamorous hippo.

10. Run's House.
Who's houuuse? I want him to adopt me. :)

Club Snub.

I love to dance, boogie, jive the night away, as long as the night finishes at around midnight. Otherwise, I get ridiculously bored, tired and cranky. This was evident last night, at a friend's friend's birthday party. Man, they all assumed that I was either ill or sad; neither of which were the the truth, however the truth was something that was apparently unbelievable.

After a quick shufty..

..My blog is presentable again. I was getting a wee bit bored of having my pictures cut up and so, developed the new layout [with the older header again]. When I say new layout, all I mean is that I've altered the width of the posts. Impressive, I know.

So, plans for this week, ahem;

MONDAY;
Re-do draft of coursework. Work hard, get it done, you have the whole day. You get it done completely by 6 o'clock Monday, and you needn't think about it for a whole week. Fancy that.

TUESDAY;
Do AT LEAST one of the practise essays set by History teacher. One is essential, two is not, but attempt both, then again, you won't have to worry about them for a week or so.

WEDNESDAY;
Drama peeps coming round at 11.00 for Drama rehearsal. You might want to spend an hour before theya rrive practising your lines. OR get mum involved to help you learn your lines one evening before the come ^^ Tuesday or Monday might be good. When the fellow thespians have departed, read Birdsong for a little while, you know, until your attention flutters onto other things like this blog, fashion in general and, well E! News.

THURSDAY;
Back on track with Drama coursework. 4/10 A3 sheets completed, only 6 more to go, you can do it ! Aim to finish 3 sheets today. Driving Lesson at 3:45. If get 3 sheets done - english revision.

FRIDAY;
Attempt second History essay if not completed on Tuesday. If completed - another 2 sheets of Drama c/w. Maybe go out Friday night? Meet up? Sleepover?

SATURDAY;
Attempt to finish Drama c/w completely. If manage to do so, then revision revision revision. Seeds of Evil, Wordsworth & Coleridge Poems, Liberal Reforms of 1906. Revison Revison Revison. Read more Birdsong.

SUNDAY;
Finish off any work that majorly needs doing + learn lines for drama + chill?

All That Superficial Shit.

I still want it.

My dream is to fly, over the rainbow, so high.

?

What is going on?

My head is pounding, my brother is a shit, my driving lessons are becoming boring and monotonous, my school work has reached an unbelievable high, nothing good is on television, music isn't inspiring any more; everything is just so hard to cope with.

I keep on thinking that something unbelievably happy will happen and then I will be able to cope better, but right now I'm just at such a low.

I just want to escape, to move to LA, be all superficial and have my wall of books, SMEG fridge and cat.

Hello April

Oh, and hello Spring !